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Journal Entry: Fri Jun 27, 2008, 10:53 AM
  • Mood: Speechless
  • Listening to: how i learned to stop worrying - albert hammond jr
  • Reading: my heartbeats
  • Watching: compi screen
  • Playing: packing luggage
  • Eating: cup cakes
  • Drinking: water
i'm going back home. home ooh home. home. h o m e.
i'm in the middle of excited and frightened. huffh*
anyway.. hippiess holidaeess peppo. I see yuu when I see yuu~


:heart: tanah air.
:iconholga:

exhausted.

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 14, 2008, 11:16 PM
  • Mood: Speechless
  • Listening to: the knife - heartbeats
  • Watching: compi screen
  • Eating: tolak angin
  • Drinking: water
weeww.. exhibition and portfolio review just finish yesterday! yayy*. but haven't do the journals! :shithappens: advert, took lots of my energy, time and money for sure! *tired* with all those things and now my body not feel ok, I mean I've got fever. I don't have enough sleep, ate late during the submissions, too much thinking, bla blaa blaah. :(

anyway...one week to go and finish my asses work! I'm still have 3D projects which not finish yet and journals. fcukk, I'm too lazy to do journals. anyone, want to help? :D

can't wait 'till holiday and going back to tanah air tercinta. see you when I see you peeps! wish me luck. :)


:heart: yuu..

:iconholga:

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Mon May 12, 2008, 6:43 AM
  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: on the ground - eskobar
  • Reading: fcukin paper
  • Watching: compi screen
  • Eating: kripik setan
  • Drinking: water
aaakkhh.. fuck all the assignments! i think i wanna die, dying soon .. can we just be free? :pills:


(update)

arrgghh..its being 3 weeks since my camera broken and staying at nikon hospital. his name chamkey. yesterday, i've being told that he need operation soon and it will take time around 2 or 3 weeks depends on the doctor. and the most sad thing that it will cost me around RM 1000, which is around 3jt' rupiahs. DAMN, it is expensive! i feel so terrible to ask my dad for money n pay for his operation. :( what i should do coz i don't think i've enough savings at the bank now to pay his operation and hospital. but i won't let him die anyway! hiks. especially, at the moment i'm busy with uni projects and other asses. lucky me, someone lend me a camera to do my projects without it i'm not be able to do my projects. thank you bee'. :hug: so guys, let's :pray: for chamkey.

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me birthdaeee...

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 30, 2008, 10:19 PM
  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: birthday- the bird and the bee
  • Reading: birthday notes
  • Watching: my short video present
  • Playing: babibabibabi card
  • Eating: dominos pizza
  • Drinking: vodcas n coke
Hey you... :aww:

today is my birthdayyy... :party:
this is really quick journal, me just to say thankiesss to my beloved friends for last night lil' surprised party :heart: :

:iconamsirahc:, :iconsunnyou:, :iconsheto:, :icondhanyisrare:, :icontoitoitoi:, :icondimaslim:, :iconkimyoungha:, bociils, barin, dea, ila, abel, my lovely hosmet gea n my sister. :hug: :kiss: :hug:

aarggh, getting old n old again! huh. gak papa tua yang penting berjiwa muda n awet muda! hweeks. :strip: smoga taun ini lebih baiik dari taun kemarin, i wish i could be better person n finish my degree this year! :pray:


me missed my family n friends back tanah air tercinta, i wish i could go back home n celebrate wif them but i can't go home now. :D

enjoy your day peeps. ~wish me all the best this year!!! :heart:

:lolly: let's forget all assignments n cheers up for my new age.

sat sit sut set sot

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 26, 2008, 3:19 AM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: mine heartbeats
  • Reading: paper work
  • Watching: kompi screen
  • Drinking: teo ice
helloooww...rrrrr...

my assignments killing me soon, it just TOO much to do! and it's getting harder harder and don't have enough time to finish it. I need to focus on it even my lazy dumb ass disturbing me. I've to do well in this semester coz it was supposed to be my last sem in campus but too much play in my first sem so extend another sem. socials + college = fun. huh! *sigh* anyway, I guess this week n the rest of week will be hectic day for me mind, body n heart! awww... :pray: everything will be ok, I keep telling my self everything will be ok everything will be ok everything ok!!! argghhh....


I miss my lovely hosmet n best friend (bocils), they're leave me alone at home and went back to tanah air tercinta! aah.. malam minggu kelabu deeh seperti biasanya! HUH! :(

*hopefully, i do some work this weekend so i wont wasting my time* mariii bercintaa ma tugasss2 ngepeets! :p


cup cup cup mwaaccchh.. :blowkiss: